It's only 9 days until I marry an amazing man of God, Joshua Pearson. Months ago, this day felt so far away, and I felt safe from the pressures of the wedding and an upcoming marriage. I feel as prepared as I can be to become Josh's wife. I know we both have a lot to learn and much that God wants to show us in our special bond.
I am a bit nervous to take this big step, especially since we are moving to a new state away from family and friends. I feel a bit overwhelmed by wedding day preparations and all of the events coming up in the next week. But I know that this where God has led me since March of 2010 when Josh and I met. He has led us to this point, and I am excited to begin this new journey with the man that I love so dearly. Amidst all of the changes, I feel less and less in control of my life...but this is a good thing. I feel like I am taking a leap of faith by letting myself become completely vulnerable to someone. But God has me on a rope, securely fastened to Him. He will not let me fall in His grand plan for me. He will not let me go as I begin this new step in life. I know that by taking this leap of faith, I am allowing God to use Josh to mold me and shape me into a better Christian, a better friend, a better wife, and eventually, a better mother. Josh is following God's lead as well. His confidence in God's plan for our lives is so encouraging and reassuring. My main goal in life is to follow God's direction for my life, no matter where it takes me.
Next week, when I say my vows to Josh, I know I will be making one of the best decisions of my life, and I will be following God's great plan for my life. He has given me hope and a future in marrying Josh, and I can't wait until we get to start it officially next week. Praise the Lord for his faithfulness, and for bringing me here 2 and half years after meeting Josh. Praise him for his guidance in all of our lives. Praise him for his goodness. Praise him for his everlasting love. God, I will praise thee on the wedding day and all the days of my life.
